This was taken last night, no edits. And you’ll notice my left eye (picture is laterally inverted) is starting to swell again. I’d say I’ve gotten used to it, but really it still makes me feel shitty. Oh well.
I have so much to say, but not now.
It’s 12:16, Saturday afternoon and I’ve just awoken from my slumber. My Dad’s at work and Mummy brought Elliot out for his sports module. That leaves 2 people home, apart from me.
I like waking up to almost no one at home. I like waking up in an oversized tee. I like waking up going, “I had no idea I even fell asleep.”
Hope you all have a great weekend!
It’s been a more than a while since I last had someone on my mind. Or got butterflies. Or silent screamed jumping in circles around my room.
This is crazy. But I like it.
And this shall be it. This shall be a proper post. Hahahah, no really. This will be a proper post.
Mummy bought some strawberries home the other day and you guessed it, I got down to making chocolate sauce for myself to dip. If you’re wondering why I go through the trouble of making the chocolate sauce instead of simply buying a bottle of it from Shop N Save or Fairprice, it’s because I get to adjust how sweet I want it to be. Furthermore, buying a bottle of chocolate syrup would really go to waste since I don’t always use it.
Also, it really isn’t much of a hassle. All you need is some white milk and chocolate chips. Any brand is fine, I just happen to have these at home for when I bake.

Looks familiar? Pretty sure I uploaded a similar picture here the last time I had strawberries. Mummy prefers to have her strawberries with sugar, she says the chocolate sauce I make isn’t sweet enough .__. Oh well, preference.

Moving on, I attended Kina Grannis’ concert at Kallang Theatre with Bryan on Monday evening. That was after getting Yoguru at Kallang Leisure Park that is! Should be obvious which is mine :X (I love my soft-serve yoghurt with Kit Kat or Oreo crumbs.)
It’s by far the first concert I’ve ever attended (apart from the ones I have to attend for CCA), I was shaking with excitement in my seat beside Bryan. Anticipation is not easy to deal with, hahah! Really enjoyed her concert. Other than her originals, she performed Britney Spears’ “Oops I Did It Again” along with “Safe And Sound” by Taylor Swift.
After the concert, Bryan and I proceeded to get ourselves Kina’s album and poster. Surprisingly, 2 of my teachers from school happened to be there too! They gave us a ride back to Tampines interchange since it was quite late.
Went to bed at 9 o’clock last night and woke up at 8 this morning feeling… Not tired. HAHAHAHAHAH! I’m far too deprived of sleep to say I feel great after just 11 hours of slumber. I shall be a bear and hibernate for months.
Had breakfast with the family at Geylang before going to accompanying Elliot to his sports module. That’s about everything that’s interesting this week. Will update again ina few days time or so! Meanwhile check out Danial Ron’s original “Friend Zone”!
Fast forward to 1:28 for the song! If you like it there’s a free download here (:
Man is this one hell of a long post. It’s 6:42PM now, that means it’s time for me to eat tau huay (soybean pudding), I’m out!
Right now, let’s disregard the posts I’d said be up.
It’s 1 in the morning and yes, I’m on The Worst Date Ever. With my homework.
My eye is swelling again, but I’m not as worried anymore. This would be the 7th time, really should quit trying to keep count.
Shall turn the TV on so it won’t be dead silent, if not my mind will race at the very sound of creaking doors and such.
Plan: Do as much of my DNT as I can even if it means losing out in my sleep. Go to school, survive the day. Come home after extra lessons at 6PM. Eat then sleep until Friday morning.
I can’t shall try to do this.
I’m back to sobbing in bed.
My left eye is swelling yet again. I cannot explain how frustrated I am. This is the 6th time, and it’s barely past 2 months. Do I have to live the rest of my life like this?
Just last, last Wednesday I went to see a private doctor. (Hospital expected me to wait until July, so screw that.) He made my eye better without surgery and it didn’t hurt that bad.
Then on Sunday, I had a fasting sugar blood test to see if I was diabetic (I doubt that I was.) Doctor said there might be a chance of diabetes because of the recurrent infections, but I’m not diabetic of course.
Which means to say, there really isn’t a known cause to why my eye keeps getting like that.
How do I prevent something I don’t know the cause to? I’m really at a lost now.
Next up, I’m stressed up again. It’s back to school again tomorrow and I’ve not completed my homework. Think about it, a March holiday where I go back to school 4 out of 5 school days. What March holiday?
You’d probably think I’m being a bratty teenager, try doing your work with a swollen left eye that secretes pus every once in a while. Yeah.
Screw everything. I want an actual, no school March holiday.